I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN BLOGGING MUCH ALL THESE WHILE!!!
Sometimes, I feel that I am really hard to please. When I have stuff up to my neck, I start grumbling tat I don't have time for myself, for studies and everything. Once in a while when I get really free, I start to feel real lost and all. I don't like this feeling one teeny weeny bit.
It sucksI really don't like going home alone. The journey is long and it makes me real emo and an extra sensitive idiot. Sometime I feel like being a selfish chap and ask my friends to wait for me so we can go home together. But I know I can't.
I really really love my friends. But I know am missing out in their life and they are missing out on mine too.
I know we no longer have as much to talk about.
I know you guys find it really annoying to have to wait for me all the time.
I miss my morning talks with xin. i miss having lunches with the peeps.
I know I know I really know.
And when I finally dragged myself home, I will be so goddamnit tired that I'll get irritated over the slightest things. And I'll get into those petty quarrels with my parents. Those quarrel which I know I'll never win.
Someone told me its a phase we all have to go through when we are growing up. But how long will this takes?
AHH. today is a oh-my-god lousy day. I thought at least it will be livelier at SC room but it kinda turn out worse. Shits.
Yeahh. i know this post is real awful and emo. But my mood just swung and it reached its all time low.
Perhaps it will swing again soon, i hope:)))
My friends(((: