urgh?

I've got an eye infection:( And that explains my absence from sch for the past 2 days! Great, now i'll have a truckload of stuff to catch up!

And this is so NOT an April fools joke!!!!!

life ain't that hard as long as you dont perceive it to be.

The titlle says it all, doesn't it? Im glad the smile is back for good(:

Schs pretty much hectic as usual, with tutorials, lecture test and all the yadayada.. Nah, that’s not the main point. That’s Pk btw, the poor girl who have to tolerate all my scribbling on her notes and my pretty frequent moodswings(: Wanted to post up other pictures with Sx/Rh, but I reckon Rh will most probably silence me before monday morning:P

About the lost opportunity.. I have finally accepted the fact that it’s gone and am doing my best to move on. My bestest best friend told me something and I guess I am pretty much enlightened now.

jiayu. says:
it's alright my dear
that's life you know
bound to be changes
since things are already like that
you just gotta accept it and move on
if you keep dwelling on it, you'll always lose to this problem
if you overcome it, you'll come out of it stronger (:

Sometimes, a great friend acts like an antibiotic, they help you get well and makes you stronger than before(: And ohyeah, during the council rally that day, one of the candidates said something like: "A problem isn’t a problem if you don’t think it’s a problem." It may sound pretty crappy now but I swear that sentence brightened up my day then! Thanks man, though I can’t remember who you are, you have my vote!

I had a super funny conversation with my sis just now!
Me: Hey, I’ve found a tuition tcher.
Sis: Oh! Really?! Who? From where?
Me: Yeap, from Ntu! Engineering.
Sis: Indo-chinese?
Me: Yeah, how you know?!
Sis: OMG! Is he alive?!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

You will get it if you do!

PS: Happy birthday Farah Black! You know you are greatly missed(:


still smiling cause i deserve to(:

Miss positive(:

Sunrise/sunset? I say its the start of a new beginning(:

Emotional? Not anymore. (: Sometimes, when the right person says the right things to you at the very right time, it can really do wonders to your mood. At least it did to mine. Absolutely nothing can spoil my mood now. TGIF PEOPLE!!!

PS: Credits to KK for this beautiful picture and being such an awesome listening ear! (:

rants, rants, rants, rants.. You should know what i meant?

"Shall blog more when I am more comfortable with the current schedule. (:"
@#%&^%#!

no, i am not at all comfortable with my current schedule. not at all coping with chemistry. not alright with the lecturer zooming through the whole lecture at the speed of light. not fine with waking up so early in the morning. not used to returning home straight after sch. not okay with feeling so disconnected with anything and everything.
"The grass is always greener on the other side.." So cliche, so true.

if you realise, this is just a short emo entry.

I FEEL LIKE...

chopping my hair real short.

SUSU, dont roll your eye. I know you will (:

may all the negative thoughts be gone!

Surprising as it may be, school is actually rather FUN! But all the fun comes with tutorials to finish and lectures notes to be looked through. Shall blog more when I am more comfortable with the current schedule. (:

the way forward is clear.

Schools start! Frankly speaking, it ain't as bad as I thought it will be(: Og group was filled with a bunch of pretty fun-loving peeps too! BUT ALL THE MASS LECTURES ARE BORING! Theres a need to get into study mood soon. I swear 3/4 of the math and science knowledge just leaked out of my head somehow.

Keeping my fingers crossed! I really wanted that.

its the start of something new(:

I am starting to feel totally like a primary school kid now. Shall blog more if tomorrow turns out well. Till then.. (:

Part II

Strike off the last post. I am still lost in a puddle of confused thoughts.

Just flip a coin eh?

D-E-C-I-S-I-O-N-S!

I think I have pretty much made up my mind already(:

Shoo, that wishy-washy indecisiveness in me. Be it in a month/ year time, if i ever start to have a tinge of regret in me, I shall just look back at this post and tell myself : I'm the one who choose this path and its my responsibility to stick to it right till the end.

ITS FINAL! but i still need some assurance. nuclei friend, where are you?!