study shits, exam freaks.

It really gets real demoralizing when you have been studying but you results doesn't show anything.
Hard work ain't equivalent to results.

I am not emo, just disappointed.
And I need some encouragements.

I think I just over estimated myself.

I think Chinese Paper 1 was a disaster.
Ask me no more about it.

The past days hasn't been good. And seriously, I expect to be appreciated when I render my help. Not scolded like I volunteered for the job.

Call me a petty.
But I am angry, and I mean it.

Girls talks and gossip galour

I have got so much to blog about today!

The Exco meeting yesterday was fun((: At least I enjoyed it more then other meetings. Lunch-ed with the them andandand, dug out loads of fresh hot secrets from mmhhtsh. Overall, its fun la. but it get real horny too.

The guys went off after lunch and we girls went to the library to read gossip!
And that's the best part of the day!
We gossip about every topic under the sun. Boyfriends, relationships, the greatest hunk and the prettiest babe in Sc.. EVERYTHING.
AND I LOVE IT.
So now, I am a happy, contented.. and filled with Carol's and Fah's gossips((:

Random topic:
Carol recommended me this book: The Uglies.
Basically, what I wanted to blog about has nothing much to do with the content of this book.
But the tittle of the book triggered my thinking glands: Which is more important? Looks or brain?

I believe most people will feel that brains are more important? Cause beauty never last, but brains do.
Frankly, I don't know which is more important.
I mean, you don't have to be a gorgeous beauty or a drop-dead nice looking hunk. But I think looking decent matters. Like the first impression counts?
With the same qualifications, I am sure the pretty ones will stand out from the not so pretty ones.

That's just a random thought, what do you guys think then?

PS: I thought this post is pretty boring without pictures. So I thought I should put up a sneak preview of my future husband.

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he'll grow up soon((:

Wadada!

Have you ever tried lying in bed for hours but not falling asleep.
I did.
And I feel like crap now.
Oh no! Not good!!!



EDITED:
Yeah, I know this post is kinda boring.
So, I have decided to throw in a photo((:



yeayea. beautiful memories((:

JUST SOME RANDOM POST((:

Just some random update:
1) Teachers day was an almighty success! All the scoldings and nagging we have endured all seemed worthwhile. And most importantly, one more mission accomplished excos((:

2) I have screamed too much on T'chers day. My throat is hurting like no body's business now.

3) I wanna exercise more but i can't find any motivation to do so! I think my parents are exercising more than me. Oh no! Not good.

4) My swimming examinations are coming! Hehheh. Someone just tell me: How is it possible for any human to tread water for 3 mins?! Wouldn't your leg break into 2 or something?
My verdict: Its NOT possible. XP

YEPP, thats basically summarises whats going on in my life.

PS:
To all SC seniors: The SC photo are with me already. I'll pass it to you guys when sch reopens.

To YAN BIN and ANSON: *drumrolls* I HAVE UPDATED!!

To S/R: HEHHEH! I am too lazy to change it! Pretend you don't see it((:


PPS:
Random photos taken after swimming ((:

I m still alive.

I AM STILL ALIVE AND KICKING! AND I AM HAVING CRAVINGS FOR MOVIES!

And I'd always thought you are more responsible then that.

Edited: I regret with every muscles and fibre and whatsoever for reading your blog. And thats MY limit, if you've noticed.

Edited edited: My mood swung like nobody's business today.

could you just tell me how you feel? I wanna guess like crazy no more.

Muggings!

Things are all well.
At least the emo bug is gone((:
I am learning to cope with everything: Studies, council, friends and all. And I think I am going on fine.

Caught up with LIM JIA YU today. I miss her hell loads and we have got so much to talk!!! Its kinda sad that the only time I have to catch up with her is when she fall ill. oh wells. But do take yea shitty?((: Lets go on a massive shopping spree after my FYE!

Oh yea oh yea. This is kinda out dated.
The last SC outing to ECP was awesome. I had loads and loads of fun and i think I got tanned!
But now I am peeling and it looked real gross.

I wanna watch SECRET! CAROL, FARAH? ANYONE?

Thanks!

I will be fine:))))

School, friends and stuffs

I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN BLOGGING MUCH ALL THESE WHILE!!!

Sometimes, I feel that I am really hard to please. When I have stuff up to my neck, I start grumbling tat I don't have time for myself, for studies and everything. Once in a while when I get really free, I start to feel real lost and all. I don't like this feeling one teeny weeny bit. It sucks

I really don't like going home alone. The journey is long and it makes me real emo and an extra sensitive idiot. Sometime I feel like being a selfish chap and ask my friends to wait for me so we can go home together. But I know I can't.
I really really love my friends. But I know am missing out in their life and they are missing out on mine too.
I know we no longer have as much to talk about.
I know you guys find it really annoying to have to wait for me all the time.
I miss my morning talks with xin. i miss having lunches with the peeps.
I know I know I really know.

And when I finally dragged myself home, I will be so goddamnit tired that I'll get irritated over the slightest things. And I'll get into those petty quarrels with my parents. Those quarrel which I know I'll never win.
Someone told me its a phase we all have to go through when we are growing up. But how long will this takes?

AHH. today is a oh-my-god lousy day. I thought at least it will be livelier at SC room but it kinda turn out worse. Shits.
Yeahh. i know this post is real awful and emo. But my mood just swung and it reached its all time low.

Perhaps it will swing again soon, i hope:)))

My friends(((:

Harry Potter

Thats the last book. I just dont want it to end. I feel so shitted when I turned the last page. It really ended.

Not in the best of mood.