So thats why I haven't been blogging.

This blog will officially be in this state until I have the confidence I'll clear my Promos. Till then!

Sometimes, nothing but a good hard knock on the head can bring you back to reality.
But this feeling suck, bigtime.

OUCH!

I accidentally knocked my head yesterday and thrs a huge bump now!
I hope I wouldnt get any dumber by this knock!

symptoms to show you're studying a tad too much!

Was browsing through random blogs just now and a sentence caught my eye. "This site is best viewed in IE." I spent 30 seconds staring at it, thinking why on earth would a site be related to Ionisation Energy in any slightest possible way.

Then it strucked me!
IE isn't Ionisation Energy. Its Internet Explorer!

need i say more? (:

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thats a week to remember!

gah. I seriously dread having to complete work online man. I spend like half the time bloghopping and the other blogshop hopping. talk about distractions.

just checked my mail and got some pictures taken during Preu sem last week. Thanks Marliyana! oh yes, did i mention Preu sem was a BLAST?!

just some group photos to keep my blog alive. shall blog moree next time when i've got time! And my MSN don't seem to be working. WHY?!

Think before you talk. Let your brain filter the words before you type. Some just lack this ability. I wonder why.

I know our choir got some pretty bad critics online but I didn't bother to check it then. And now I did, I swear I am pissed off by the insensitive comment. True enough, we may be miles apart compared to the other choirs who have started training way back in Nov. However, I am so sure that when we are on stage, each and everyone of us gave in our very best. Stop diminishing the amount of hard work we've put in. Putting others down definitely wouldn't make you look any better. Who are you to judge us when you are not even on the stage singing?

I am just so sick of people commenting as if they knew our choir. As if.

All smiles(:

I thought I should starting blogging about the more jovial stuff and shoo that emo-ness away.
whining wouldn't make you feel any better. Do something.

School revolves mostly around lectures, test, card tricks and a wee bit of gossiping every now and then. I guess I have pretty much adapted to this lifestyle though I still do get all emotional and bitter due to the terrible grades :(
Just a short lil post, got to go study for the upcomming test!

Pictures taken on SUIXIN'S celebration! The pre-birthday present hunt for her was totally awesome. Zhenyu's acting was so convicing that I really thought hes getting a cake for his brother. Bravo man! No wonder the birthday girl didn't sense anything:P

And tata, off to flip chem notes. Oh, i found this very weird picture on pk's blog. I loveeee my weird expression.

PS: smiles, quarrels, bonding, conflicts - At the end of the day, these are what makes up the fond memories we've had.
Camaraderie, esprit de corps, remember? (:

happy mama day!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

That's my dad and mum, with the cute helium balloon we've bought. sweet, ain't it? (:

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That's my sis blogshop! Pretty models, great buys and reasonable price! Thats all i have to say(: So go and take a look!

TOTAL YAYNESS!

WOOOHOOOO! I have completed my PI! After spending the last 45 min, trying to delete 4 pathetic words to meet the word count!

And I've added a new toy over a the side bar, totally impressed by it for now. LOL. Off i go plurk-ing. TATA!

2 more to go. (:

to the 2 friends at the letterbox: It really do feel kind of weird reaching sch in the morning without you guys sitting there. But still, happiness is something that cant be forced. Do extremely well in the course you have chosen alright(: and lets keep in contact!

The atmosphere this week have been weirdly solemn. Perhaps its due to the departure of friends, or perhaps we are just too strained by the heavy workload. People, chins up and lets face it. If you can no longer change something, make it better!

CHEER UP, PK!

TGIF! TGIF!!

PS: Shall edit this post later when I am conscious(: Just posting this pic up cause GL wanna cop it from my blog. SAY YOU LOVEEE ME MAN(:

PPS: I m too pissed to blog properly! Why in the world do peeps own a handphone if they never pick them up?!?!?!? Have been standing under the sun for hell long, calling 5 people consecutively and NONE picked up my phonecall. Then when I finally gave up and board the bus home, all 5 called back! whats wrong with the world!

urgh?

I've got an eye infection:( And that explains my absence from sch for the past 2 days! Great, now i'll have a truckload of stuff to catch up!

And this is so NOT an April fools joke!!!!!

life ain't that hard as long as you dont perceive it to be.

The titlle says it all, doesn't it? Im glad the smile is back for good(:

Schs pretty much hectic as usual, with tutorials, lecture test and all the yadayada.. Nah, that’s not the main point. That’s Pk btw, the poor girl who have to tolerate all my scribbling on her notes and my pretty frequent moodswings(: Wanted to post up other pictures with Sx/Rh, but I reckon Rh will most probably silence me before monday morning:P

About the lost opportunity.. I have finally accepted the fact that it’s gone and am doing my best to move on. My bestest best friend told me something and I guess I am pretty much enlightened now.

jiayu. says:
it's alright my dear
that's life you know
bound to be changes
since things are already like that
you just gotta accept it and move on
if you keep dwelling on it, you'll always lose to this problem
if you overcome it, you'll come out of it stronger (:

Sometimes, a great friend acts like an antibiotic, they help you get well and makes you stronger than before(: And ohyeah, during the council rally that day, one of the candidates said something like: "A problem isn’t a problem if you don’t think it’s a problem." It may sound pretty crappy now but I swear that sentence brightened up my day then! Thanks man, though I can’t remember who you are, you have my vote!

I had a super funny conversation with my sis just now!
Me: Hey, I’ve found a tuition tcher.
Sis: Oh! Really?! Who? From where?
Me: Yeap, from Ntu! Engineering.
Sis: Indo-chinese?
Me: Yeah, how you know?!
Sis: OMG! Is he alive?!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

You will get it if you do!

PS: Happy birthday Farah Black! You know you are greatly missed(:


still smiling cause i deserve to(:

Miss positive(:

Sunrise/sunset? I say its the start of a new beginning(:

Emotional? Not anymore. (: Sometimes, when the right person says the right things to you at the very right time, it can really do wonders to your mood. At least it did to mine. Absolutely nothing can spoil my mood now. TGIF PEOPLE!!!

PS: Credits to KK for this beautiful picture and being such an awesome listening ear! (:

rants, rants, rants, rants.. You should know what i meant?

"Shall blog more when I am more comfortable with the current schedule. (:"
@#%&^%#!

no, i am not at all comfortable with my current schedule. not at all coping with chemistry. not alright with the lecturer zooming through the whole lecture at the speed of light. not fine with waking up so early in the morning. not used to returning home straight after sch. not okay with feeling so disconnected with anything and everything.
"The grass is always greener on the other side.." So cliche, so true.

if you realise, this is just a short emo entry.

I FEEL LIKE...

chopping my hair real short.

SUSU, dont roll your eye. I know you will (:

may all the negative thoughts be gone!

Surprising as it may be, school is actually rather FUN! But all the fun comes with tutorials to finish and lectures notes to be looked through. Shall blog more when I am more comfortable with the current schedule. (:

the way forward is clear.

Schools start! Frankly speaking, it ain't as bad as I thought it will be(: Og group was filled with a bunch of pretty fun-loving peeps too! BUT ALL THE MASS LECTURES ARE BORING! Theres a need to get into study mood soon. I swear 3/4 of the math and science knowledge just leaked out of my head somehow.

Keeping my fingers crossed! I really wanted that.

its the start of something new(:

I am starting to feel totally like a primary school kid now. Shall blog more if tomorrow turns out well. Till then.. (:

Part II

Strike off the last post. I am still lost in a puddle of confused thoughts.

Just flip a coin eh?

D-E-C-I-S-I-O-N-S!

I think I have pretty much made up my mind already(:

Shoo, that wishy-washy indecisiveness in me. Be it in a month/ year time, if i ever start to have a tinge of regret in me, I shall just look back at this post and tell myself : I'm the one who choose this path and its my responsibility to stick to it right till the end.

ITS FINAL! but i still need some assurance. nuclei friend, where are you?!

It all ended on a positive note(:

WHEW!

Yesterday was indeed one whateveryoucallit day. I am sosososoos glad i didn't turn into a nervous wreck though i knew my facial muscles were all tensed up and i was muttering stuff that doesn't make much sense. I literally took my result slip and ran off with susanna! Overall, results were pretty much satisfactory(:

I am definitely looking forward to the new chapter while reminiscing all the positive memories. It shouldn't be too hard to keep in contact if both parties make an effort yeap? (: